How does fate work on someone?

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What do I do to win here, in this life? How good should I have to become ‘something?’

Do you know the Snakes and Ladders board game? It is a game where if your counter lands at the bottom of the ladder, you can climb to the top, where the ladder ends. But if your counter lands on the head of a snake, you must slide down to the snake’s tail.

And that’s what I feel about life now. Life feels like I’m playing this game I never signed up for. It keeps asking me to play without the right instructions, because I don’t seem to know what shortcuts or tricks I need to win. No matter how many times I roll the dice, the number always makes me land on the wrong square.

It makes me wonder, how good should I be to win here? How good should I be to win this life battle? Because why does this dice keep rolling me the number that lands on the “Snake”? Why does this dice I’m holding on seem to bring me further away from the top and even further down than before?

I tried, and I am trying. I do the best I can. But why is my fate always the same? It’s like what I thought about the best is never enough. I don’t know, how good do I have to be? How long do I have to keep playing before life gives me even one small win?

And the people who are playing with me? They all strangely seem to know what’s next and how to reach the top and become winners. They climb and climb, and always even land on the “Ladder” that brings them close to reaching the top. It’s like blessings fall into their dice and always roll the perfect numbers.

Sometimes it makes me wonder, how does fate work on someone? How does life hand out fate with blessings, and which do not? How does it decide who gets the ladder and who keeps landing on the snake? Because it’s like luck seems to skip my name every time it passes by.

It’s tiring and almost frustrating. You know that feeling — you watch people around you climb while you stay in the same place. People keep rolling the perfect numbers, climbing every ladder, and winning the game. And you keep repeating the same pattern, even the little climb still drags you back right where you started.

Why is mine different? Why am I not as lucky as they are? Did I really miss something? Or had I happened to be standing on the wrong line? Because it feels like every time I climb, I only land on a square that slides me down to the beginning.

But yeah, here I am. I am still full of questions and wonders, but I’m still playing the game. Again. And again. I’ll keep rerolling. I’ll keep restarting. I’ll keep trying and hoping until my dice roll the perfect numbers.

And until then, I will keep playing this game, because I’m not done fighting for the life I know I deserve.

And maybe, just maybe — my ladder is still somewhere on the board I haven’t seen yet. Not missing. Not lost. Just waiting. Waiting for me to reach it at the right time.

Source: Medium/Yellowbeee°•°

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