Sometimes i still want to tell you everything

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I didn’t realize how much I needed you until I couldn’t say things out loud anymore.

I remember what it used to feel like. To have someone I could tell everything to, even when there wasn’t much to say.

I used to feel safe with you. Not because you always had the right words, but because you never expected me to always be okay. You didn’t make me explain every detail just to be understood. You just… got it.

But somewhere along the way, I stopped talking… because I didn’t know how to anymore.

I still think of you when something weighs heavy on me. I still wonder if I could message you randomly, or if I’m still allowed to say, “hey, this hurts and I don’t know why.”

But I never do. Because I changed, without even realizing it.

And now, I can’t find the part of myself that used to reach for you without thinking.

I keep things to myself now. And I’ve gotten used to it. But every now and then when I feel the kind of tired I can’t explain there’s still a part of me that wants to sit next to you and just… say it all.

I don’t know if you’d still listen. I don’t even know if you notice the way I pull away.

But if you ever wonder… yes, sometimes I still want to tell you everything.

I just don’t know how to anymore. and I don’t know if I ever will again.

Source:Medium/Vina amoris

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